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It’s great of Allah our Mighty
Creator to show his love in a lot of ways…

My female friend’s husband has
just passed away on 06/01/08 Sunday.
Motorcycle accident. Hit front and back by 2 cars. A car from an opposite side
went into his lane to cut the que and hit him. The car behind had not enough
time to break so hit him too. He’s just in his early 30’s. My friend is just 31
this year with 3 children. The eldest is 5, 2 and 6months of age.

When I called her the other day,
just 3 days after the tragedy, she can still laugh joking around telling me off
why I haven’t get married yet. If Alah permit she might marry fist before
me!!!! Again? Now? She’s a maniac!

At first I thought she’s just
trying to show strength and all. But I guess she is. She told me, her daughter
once told her: “Kakak tak boleh menagis

kan

mama, nanti malu la dekat sekolah semua org tanya kenapa menangis!” I was
stunned that it came from a 5 yr old girl. What a strong heart she has inside.
I don’t think I can be that strong if I just lost someone I love. An I am 30 of
age.

Thinking of the short 6 years
odd they shared together, I’m awaken by the fact that we always overlooked and
forgot to treasure people we have around.

Let’s sit for a moment in
silence and think of that and lets change how we treat other people around us
especially those who we love and love us. Don’t let time passed without saying
I love you and show them the proof. We might not have enough time when we wake
up one day realizing we have lost one!

Al-Fatihah to the late Noraimi,
and a huge condolence to Sis Zal Azira Ahmad Bakri and family. May Allah bless
his soul and keep him with the souls of Syuhada’ until the Final Day. May we
find the hidayah and meet each other again in the Hereafter in a prepared
condition with iman…. Amin…..

Love is so global sometimes you don’t
know how to describe. It comes and goes as it wish. Without which we can never
exist in this world.

Falling in love could most probably
be the sweetest experience in one’s lifetime. unstopable and undeniable. Hard
to define which is right and which is wrong. Action become spontaneous and
without much thinking or consideration.

You will have to decide if you
wanna go against all odds for it or just leave it…old love, current love, new
love… it’s only LOVE…

What I always forget to start a day with is to forgive and forget myself and others… be grateful for what Allah has given. And this life with iman (faith) to Allah inside our heart is a hell best thing ever happen to me…

Where would I be if not because of Him? Would I know Islam? Would I know those important people in my life, Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) my parents, sisters and brothers, great teachers from Hira’ to UiTM, best friends and buddies, working colleagues, friends I met everywhere? Would I have this chance of persuing my study, career and dreams.

Would I know how sweet life is and how sad those stories of war and battles to restore its peace and dignity? I won’t I know…. Thank you Allah, may I have the chance to continue showing my gratitude…

Alhamdulillah I have come to terms with myself today. I won’t talk shit anymore about anyone. I am not perfect myself either. I will just ignore those people affecting me who has transferred their bad energy and aura.

I will not have direct contact unless absolutely necessary.  I will do my job at my place quietly.

Allah knows this is for the better. No more hatred and I will let loose. I never want to find trouble, but it came said hi to me so I had to face it.

It’s an expensive price I paid for a friendship and hard lesson I learned in life since the past few years. That people can be very mean at times and they have different faith in life that some or most of the time they will suit their words / actions with their objective / ambition by hook or by crook. Even if that means hurting other people’s dignity.

I should have a lot of sins to get this, I accept with no question. I am going to sincerely forgive myself and them so then I can set us free from the evilness of anger and heart pain.

May Allah forgive and bless us all with His mighty and may we find the peace in each other again some day, Amen… thank you Allah for all…